WASTING AWAY

I have decided that I am wasting a lot of my life. I have 24 hrs in a day, that is a fact, that probably won't ever change, but I Need too.    I have done some serious thinking lately and I'm tired of wasting my days doing Unimportant things. I know that someday I'm going to be held accountable for the things that I have done or Not done with my life. Kinda scares me. At this point, I don't have a Man to take care of(or is that the other way around??) I don't have babies to raise, so it's just me and I should take the opportunity to Live a little before Prince charming sweeps me off my feet. P.S. if you see said Prince, send him my way :) okay anyways, I spend part of my 24 hrs sleeping and some working and some playing, but I also Waste A lot of Time, so it's gonna stop. It's time to buckle down and make my life matter. I have done some "soul searching" and I want to be a better example like some of the great women I have the opportunity to know. Sometimes I'm pretty selfish, and I get caught up in ME.
 I realize that I need to open my eyes and see those around me and help where I can. I also have decided that I have been given a brain and I'm not the smartest girl, and I give up quickly, if it's hard, but there are some things I Really want to do.
Here is a list of a few
I want to be a really good cook
I want to play the Flute again
I want to run a 5k
I 'm gonna master the piano
I want to serve those around me
I want to go to the Temple regularly
I really want to go to School
I want to be confident in knowing who I am
Now with that being said, some of these things scare the crap out of me, I'm not good with change, and like I said I don't like doing hard things, but for me to be able to grow, I HAVE TO!!
No more wasting time on the unimportant and moving on to more Essential things that will make me be a better person.

TOMORROW

POOPED :)

So that word is just Gross. Right? Why do people say I'm pooped, when they are tired?  It makes no sense to me at all.  it just grosses me out, so why am I blogging about it?  Well I'm Exhausted, and that makes more sense rather than this other nasty statement!!

The RS Birthday party was a success! Food was Fantastic, Decorations turned out super cute and I loved seeing so many people there.  I reconfirmed in my mind that I should NEVER and I mean NEVER speak in public again. I think I humiliate myself more, every time I get up, and not to mention the Stake RS presidency were there and they got to see my huge Lack of talent in Public speaking. Oh well, What's a girl to do. Go in the bathroom and cry? Well that's what I did for 2 seconds last night, then I pulled it together and finished the night with an Exhausted Smile!!  Sometimes being an emotional girl sucks!

To top it off I might have a bladder infection, never had one before, but let me tell ya, it's PAINFUL. I'm pretty sure that I've drank my weight in Cranberry Juice and water the last 2 days and have ran a fever over 100. Not my idea of fun for a day off or ever!   With drinking all this juice, I'm worried I might end up looking like this picture, Just a little more red than blue Not very pretty. So yeah, all in all  I'm Pooped :)

Favorite New Quote and Picture

"He knows your name and knows your circumstance. He hears your prayers. He knows your hopes and dreams, including your fears and frustrations, And He knows what you can become through Faith in Him."
Elder Jeffery R. Holland

HOPE

Saturday, Which Means It's Almost Sunday.. AGAIN

Time Flies When Your Having Fun! Well I think, Time just Flies, no matter what!  I feel like I was just barely putting on a dress for church. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy Church most days, but Sunday's are just not my favorite. Sunday clothes are so Overrated! and the fact that Sunday is just that much closer to the Relief Society Birthday Party.  Is kinda freaking me out!!
 It's coming together,  I'm seeing it slowly take shape. YAY for parties, and I'm so excited the Grass in my cute pots are Growing!! My dad asked "if I was trying to grow Organisms??"  My reply, nope just WEED , Not gonna lie, I kinda feel like a druggie.  I've got my special lights and I take extra precautions to remove them at night so they don't get a chill, and would you judge me, If I talk to them??  Well, in my professional opinion,  we all need a little encouragement from time to time. Pathetic, you say?  I'm tough I can handle it.
Well I'm off to make more invites, and finish up the table decorations and then I'm off to the Dreaded Winco.
I really love Saturdays, Mainly, because I don't have to wear a Dress :) and I can  get lots accomplished
 I hope every body's weekend is fun filled and Relaxing!!!

Dear Winco

I'm NOT your biggest fan, Sorry, I know you must be Heartbroken. I hate grocery shopping, especially at Winco, but today I needed to get some Baking supplies and so off to my favorite place besides Cal Ranch(that's another post for another day). we got behind a very Crabby shopper, she was old and probably doesn't enjoy shopping either, but Really? Then Birds flying overhead, Who wants birds flying over their produce? Not me, that's for sure, Gross, and then the WORST!  Dear Winco shoppers in aisle (let's say) 11 PLEASE GET A ROOM! I know the canned fruit creates such a Romantic atmosphere, but Please save that for somewhere else, Um Maybe where I'm Not, Is that too much to Ask???? I think not, and to end this fabulous trip, we ended up behind the previously mentioned Crabby lady, who had forgotten her Debit card number and so because she had tried multiple times, she was locked out of her account, so she had to pay with a check, which Made her day just that much sweeter. So all in all that is just a few more reasons to add to  my reasons why I'm not your # 1 fan.